I AM VERY SORRY
i did veri badly 4 my exam ...
i had read yen fanq post ...
she said she had done quite well 4 her exam ...
HOPE I am like her ...
she told herself 2 do well during her primary school days ...
now i regret 4 wad i hav done ...
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i am reali very sorry ...
TO: popo
POPO ...
u had leave me 4 70 days ...
if i count 2dae ...
i did not listen 2 wad u say last year &
now uhave go & i regret & i remember tat ...
during the 1 week holiday tis year ,
u ask me : " now is school holiday is it ?"
i told u yesh ...
& now i thin u r thinking tat 1 week holiday y u didn't come my hus & do ur hw ...
BUT at tat time i didn't noe it ...
now i felt like going back 2 the past & let u leave without worry-ing 4 me & jie jie ...
but i cannot change the history ...
time juz pass through like tis ...
i noe u r stil worry-ing 4 us ...
i ask myself everidae ...
am i doing the rite things ...?
& i now i noe how 2 ans. myself ...
i had done the wrong things from the day i was born ...
i remember when i was small about ...
4-5 years old ...
mummy wanted me 2 write my name 10 times ...
10 times onli ...
but when i was small i think tat 10 times will write until my hand pain ...
BUT mummy stil wants me 2 write ...
but is u told mummy tat " i am still small ...
when she get older thn u let her 2 write ..."
& mummy did not force me 2 write anymore
&&& during primary school
i 4 get primary wad ...
everi THURSDAY i hav chinese class at evening ...
&& i was so lazy 2 eat by myself ..
& so u feed me ....
i thin when my friends read tis thin tat i am lame ...
YA i thin tat am reali very LAME ...
primary school stil wan grandma feed u ...
hahas ...
POPO i am reali veri sorry ...
i thought i can over come all tis ...
but i cannot ...
sometimes i thin i still thought u r stil wif me ...
u everitime saw me laughing ...& u think tat i very happy type of girl ...
but in my heart i break veri easily ...
i thin no 1 noe about tis ...AT ALL
so now i am telling u about tis ...
popo ...
i am sorry ...
~ wadeva i say now is no use cuz u r gone ~
i juz wan 2 tell u love the ones hu r now right beside u ...